Oh, oh, oh. The worry! Need I say more? I guess I am getting a small dose of what parents must go through with their children. I have decided that wrinkles and acne are not a good look for me. The worry!!
I had a friend of mine go over it with me again today, I am exactly where I need to be. This child is meant to be mine and he will find me, I will find him, the end......it is the middle that is giving me fits! Oh, the worry!
I have now enlisted everyone I know to help this little boy get to me as quickly as possible. I am pretty sure he is here on this earth because I am feeling him, man!!! I have enlisted my minister Jennifer at church to pray, my friend Alexa who helps to guide my way, Lou Ann and Erin who are working so hard to make this happen. Also Mary, Rose, Susan &, Griffin, Jane, Kari & Danny, Quaintance, Laura, Joby & Marla, Michelle & Jeff, the Regentins, Steph & Dusty, Sandi, Donna & Morgan, Darcy, Lura, Susan & Kathy, Carla, Lori, Karen, Jamie, Josh & Kylan, Amy & Caden, Kay & Jim, Jill, Margaret, Tammy B, Barbara S, who are all rooting for me. (thank you from the bottom of my heart!) Children's Hope, my agency, and my friend Susan who heals with Angels, enough said!! I absolutely have the "A" team working on this.
What am I doing..........I am sending so, so, so much love and Gods light to my little man.......somehow on some level he knows I am here waiting and I can only hope that is a comfort to him. You won't be there long little Sam, hang in there little man!
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I wish I could share words that would give comfort. Please do know that there are many of us keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. Take care, Susan
I am here praying for you and Sam also--I know he feels your love shining on him and he can't wait either.
I am with you and will rejoice when our day will come. My dossier is at the MOFA too. Some days of waiting seem better than others; there is some kind of therapy out there in the blog world knowing that we are all waiting together, supporting and holding up each other.
Jane
sorry,no blog yet
my email jmm205@verizon.net
Count me as another one sending up prayers that you and Sam are together soon!!
Rose
I am praying and thinking of you often. I love following your blog, and i think that your posts are inspirational to us all. P.S. I love the song GodSpeed. I put it on my blog as well. It puts tears in my eyes, and gives me goosebumps. I hope Sam comes home soon. He will be a very lucky boy!!!
Kerry
Lisa.... please add Danny and Kari to your prayer list.
You and Sam are in our thoughts and prayers.
Kari and Danny
Lisa: Absolutely behind you on this one...holding you up, and waiting to rejoice with you! You're in my thoughts and prayers--Quaintance
Lisa,
I remember being just where you are right now, thinking that my little girl was getting older without me and you know what? She did just fine - in fact, she did much better than I did during those last few months until I traveled to her. But you can't forget that there are caregivers - no not mom but caregivers none the less - taking care of those little souls until MOM gets there. Sam has caregivers taking care of him until you can get there to love him. He is just fine and he's simply waiting until his mommy gets there. But know he's being cared for, so let go of that worry. You'll be there before you know it and then you and Sam can start being a family. You already love each other, you just haven't seen each other yet.
You can do this - you're almost there. A couple more "pushes" and Sam will be born to you.
You are in my prayers.
Lou Ann & Lexie too
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