I woke up thinking this morning, that in a perfect world, I will meet my son Sam when he is 6 months old. Just days off the database that Kaz implements to International adopting parents. This means that Sam would have been born in late March or early April and I will be traveling in September. Did I mention that I have 27 days of vacation in September? So I have been told to visualize and send white light and love to Sam from my heart to his. This is easy because my heart is so full of love for this little boy that I have not yet met. I have dreams of Sam but I still do not have a clear picture of him. I remember so much of my dreams but I am blocked here. I was told by my "spiritual" friend that he is referred to or called Ray of Sunshine. Solnechny Loch in Russian. Does that mean that he is blonde and blue eyed from Russian decent? Maybe he will look exotic with Kazak or Asian features? Maybe even German descent and look like me? I feel as if I should know the answer to this. I have read somewhere that before a child is born, he will visit the mother in her dreams. Bring it on little man Sam!
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Ray of Sunshine
I woke up thinking this morning, that in a perfect world, I will meet my son Sam when he is 6 months old. Just days off the database that Kaz implements to International adopting parents. This means that Sam would have been born in late March or early April and I will be traveling in September. Did I mention that I have 27 days of vacation in September? So I have been told to visualize and send white light and love to Sam from my heart to his. This is easy because my heart is so full of love for this little boy that I have not yet met. I have dreams of Sam but I still do not have a clear picture of him. I remember so much of my dreams but I am blocked here. I was told by my "spiritual" friend that he is referred to or called Ray of Sunshine. Solnechny Loch in Russian. Does that mean that he is blonde and blue eyed from Russian decent? Maybe he will look exotic with Kazak or Asian features? Maybe even German descent and look like me? I feel as if I should know the answer to this. I have read somewhere that before a child is born, he will visit the mother in her dreams. Bring it on little man Sam!
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And, September in Kazakhstan would be a great time to travel...with cooling temperatures, turning leaves, and the very cutest of little boys coming off of the database!! : ) Visualize!!
Quaintance
Sweet Dreams Lisa!
I hope you will not be disappointed if Sam is actually older than 6 months old. I, too, was hoping for a 6 month old baby girl when I started the process. When I met Katie, she was 16 months old. God definitely knew what he was doing and she was the perfect match for me.
What a wonderful picture you have painted... I agree, that one particular child that needs your love is on the same trail as you - and soon you will be face-to-face!
Dear Lisa,
My name is Jacqueline Gray. My husband Ed and I are also with CHI adopting from Kaz. Our dossier also went to the MOFA April 28th. We are with you in hoping for MOE soon! We'll pray for you and Sam. Jacqueline (jacgray14@yahoo.com)
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